It has been a "period" of time since i ever touched blogging. It's another Monday. Monday states another week of school, another week of stress. Life at home hasn't been well these few days. Mum and Dad were quarreling over a few little problems. Arguments would often arise when they swap pointers with each other.
Happy birthday mum. I didn't meant to make you upset. It pains me when i see your tears rolling down your cheeks. I know, bringing a defiant child up isn't the best thing to do. I'm sorry for the things I've done to make you so upset.
God, listen to my prayer. Spare me some happiness and health. Give it to the most important woman of my entire life. The one who has tolerated me for 18 years, the one who was there when i had no one to turn to, the one who was there when i met a setback, the one who will be there for sure throughout my entire life.
Happy birthday mum.
May your wishes come true this birthday. Although there's nothing much that i can really do for you, i will try my very best to never make you upset again. I can't choose the family i want to be in, but since I'm here. I will put in my entire best to become a better son.
I love you, mum.
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Anyway, Net fund quiz was quite a goner today. However, we found something interesting in the Net fund lab. Our group of 4, had 4 lucky terminals. There were counter-strike in our terminals. O my, holy shit. Of course, we abide to the rules and played it after we done our lab.
Such a nice lesson we had. Its the first time, we decided to stay in the lab till the lesson end. Our facilitator had to rush us all out. Indeed, indeed.
Was trying to survive in school today. I certainly hate Mondays, 9-6 is an entire killer. Anyway, i got cheered up during maths tutorial by Terence's videos. I almost laughed out my stomach, gosh that video was really hilarious. I managed to find it on youtube. I'm gonna post it no matter what. =D.
It's about some Japanese Prank. Darling did have a great laugh over the phone also when she saw the video. O my O my.
Such a nice lesson we had. Its the first time, we decided to stay in the lab till the lesson end. Our facilitator had to rush us all out. Indeed, indeed.
Was trying to survive in school today. I certainly hate Mondays, 9-6 is an entire killer. Anyway, i got cheered up during maths tutorial by Terence's videos. I almost laughed out my stomach, gosh that video was really hilarious. I managed to find it on youtube. I'm gonna post it no matter what. =D.
It's about some Japanese Prank. Darling did have a great laugh over the phone also when she saw the video. O my O my.
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Net fund quiz is coming up tomorrow. My mind is blank. I flip over the pages of my net fund book, nothing is absorbed. Please, let everything get inside my mind, please!
I put a tiny weeny small counter in my blog. To my surprise, i found out that is counted up to 34. That means, 34 different Ip address viewed my blog. With 34 different people viewing my blog, why on earth are there only two tags?
Anyway, caught game plan with darling yesterday. There was entirely no much cinemas showing that movie. Shaw Prince was one of the choices, but but... =D I shaldn't carry on any further. Our last resort, we caught it at Bedok princess.
Its a must watch movie anyway, the plot, the filming, the story, the actions. It brought out a wonderful story about a father who was self centered, and meeting up with his long lost daughter.
Wonderful, totally. Anyway, i stop here for the day. Leave a footprint if possible. Thanks alot.
I put a tiny weeny small counter in my blog. To my surprise, i found out that is counted up to 34. That means, 34 different Ip address viewed my blog. With 34 different people viewing my blog, why on earth are there only two tags?
Anyway, caught game plan with darling yesterday. There was entirely no much cinemas showing that movie. Shaw Prince was one of the choices, but but... =D I shaldn't carry on any further. Our last resort, we caught it at Bedok princess.
Its a must watch movie anyway, the plot, the filming, the story, the actions. It brought out a wonderful story about a father who was self centered, and meeting up with his long lost daughter.
Wonderful, totally. Anyway, i stop here for the day. Leave a footprint if possible. Thanks alot.
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Nothing is in my mind. There is nothing to pen down. I'm blank =D.
Love doesn't make the world goes round, its the ride that makes it worthwhile.
Quizzes are coming on next week. Think i better get started with mugging.
Love doesn't make the world goes round, its the ride that makes it worthwhile.
Quizzes are coming on next week. Think i better get started with mugging.
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It has been as if decades since i ever heard you sound your unhappiness towards this issue. Every single time that name is mentioned, i know your voice would entirely change. I can sense it, but i chose to keep very quiet every single time.
Some problems can't be solved forever.
The only solution to me is that we keep moving forward. Life changes single day of our lives. The earth will never stop revolving for any one of us. Time and tide waits for no men. Even if we turn back time, the problem is still floating around.
I didn't regret it at all. Didn't once would i ever bear to see you leaving. Never once would i ever want to see you upset. Every time when you're feeling upset, i told myself i should be the one there to cheer you up, to light up your day once again.
I didn't feel any unfairness at all. I'm serious. I put myself in your shoes, i know the stress you're going through. The caught in between is something no one could ever take.
I love you, no matter what it takes. I will never want to lose you, no matter what price I'm going to pay.
Some problems can't be solved forever.
The only solution to me is that we keep moving forward. Life changes single day of our lives. The earth will never stop revolving for any one of us. Time and tide waits for no men. Even if we turn back time, the problem is still floating around.
I didn't regret it at all. Didn't once would i ever bear to see you leaving. Never once would i ever want to see you upset. Every time when you're feeling upset, i told myself i should be the one there to cheer you up, to light up your day once again.
I didn't feel any unfairness at all. I'm serious. I put myself in your shoes, i know the stress you're going through. The caught in between is something no one could ever take.
I love you, no matter what it takes. I will never want to lose you, no matter what price I'm going to pay.
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2 employers contacted me,right after my semester started. What holy crap is this?
I was in lecture when i got an id withheld call. Picked it up and the first thing i hear was, "Hi, This is calling from golden village. Are you still interested in the job you applied for?" I was stunned, thinking why did you call me just so long after i applied?
Of course i did say i was interested in the job. But something went really wrong when i said, "I'm schooling right now." I can imagine, the person feeling while she was holding on to the telephone. She immediately replied,"Oh, this case ar... *Carried on with alot of crap* ended with.... Alright, i'll call you back".
God knows when she's going to call back ya? Anyway, my school hours are quite corrupted. Although not very long hours, but Monday is seriously a torture. Guess what? I checked my email just now and found that i had a reply from an employer.
It was a telemarketing job that i applied for really long time ago. He replied that he had just came back from overseas and would need an admin for two months. $6 per hour! $10 per secure appointment! BUT BUT BUT BUT!
*Weekdays office hours*
My heart really fell down from the 7th floor. No words could ever describe my feelings. Why on earth? Do you have to choose this timing to reply back to my mail? Why on earth? O MY!
I was in lecture when i got an id withheld call. Picked it up and the first thing i hear was, "Hi, This is calling from golden village. Are you still interested in the job you applied for?" I was stunned, thinking why did you call me just so long after i applied?
Of course i did say i was interested in the job. But something went really wrong when i said, "I'm schooling right now." I can imagine, the person feeling while she was holding on to the telephone. She immediately replied,"Oh, this case ar... *Carried on with alot of crap* ended with.... Alright, i'll call you back".
God knows when she's going to call back ya? Anyway, my school hours are quite corrupted. Although not very long hours, but Monday is seriously a torture. Guess what? I checked my email just now and found that i had a reply from an employer.
It was a telemarketing job that i applied for really long time ago. He replied that he had just came back from overseas and would need an admin for two months. $6 per hour! $10 per secure appointment! BUT BUT BUT BUT!
*Weekdays office hours*
My heart really fell down from the 7th floor. No words could ever describe my feelings. Why on earth? Do you have to choose this timing to reply back to my mail? Why on earth? O MY!
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Found myself to be in the wrong side of life. While everyone is sleeping like a log, i am here blogging.
I'm so tired. I feel so lethargic. I hate school, i really hate it going to school. But without school, without education, I'm nothing,entirely nothing. This is what life Singapore is giving. Just for that piece of paper?
Is this what life is going to be for the rest of my life? Shucks.
I hate it. But i have one. Give me a good go, or take it away please...
I'm so tired. I feel so lethargic. I hate school, i really hate it going to school. But without school, without education, I'm nothing,entirely nothing. This is what life Singapore is giving. Just for that piece of paper?
Is this what life is going to be for the rest of my life? Shucks.
I hate it. But i have one. Give me a good go, or take it away please...
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Fridays marks another day of school. My mood for school hasn't really been well. I just can't find any interest for school at all. This is getting real boring. Anyway, i went to my physcology tutorial for the first time. The subject itself was fun yet difficult.
So many bombastic terms were used. O my, am i going to survive in this particular cds? I really hope so. We were grouped up and unfortunately, I was slotted into a group randomly. Guess what? I got a really really indescribable group member.
I can't point out his faults, but i really can't stand the wild imagination he has. Imagine you want a screwdriver to shoot out flame like a flamethrower? Wow, he really has the similar character as one of my classmate. *Guess who?*
I'm no far better anyway, i know that myself. Has been so so so 'nua'(hokkien word for lazy). Hoping to catch a movie this weekend with my precious. Anyway, i had been watching a drama named "Attack no. 1" by Aya Ueto. A Japanese volleyball drama which was played on Cable Tv before.
It made me sososo, into volleyball? Nah, I'm joking. Although i got some thunder spikes, some great serves which no can do. *Giggles*.
Alright. My blog is turning stale soon. Motivate me to update more! Tag more people. I would really love your tags although i seldom reply. I'm always reading!
So many bombastic terms were used. O my, am i going to survive in this particular cds? I really hope so. We were grouped up and unfortunately, I was slotted into a group randomly. Guess what? I got a really really indescribable group member.
I can't point out his faults, but i really can't stand the wild imagination he has. Imagine you want a screwdriver to shoot out flame like a flamethrower? Wow, he really has the similar character as one of my classmate. *Guess who?*
I'm no far better anyway, i know that myself. Has been so so so 'nua'(hokkien word for lazy). Hoping to catch a movie this weekend with my precious. Anyway, i had been watching a drama named "Attack no. 1" by Aya Ueto. A Japanese volleyball drama which was played on Cable Tv before.
It made me sososo, into volleyball? Nah, I'm joking. Although i got some thunder spikes, some great serves which no can do. *Giggles*.
Alright. My blog is turning stale soon. Motivate me to update more! Tag more people. I would really love your tags although i seldom reply. I'm always reading!
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Today is 4th of November. Guess whats the date tomorrow?
It may be just another normal day to anyone else. It's certainly more than just a special day to me. These 365 days, our soul has always been in my heart. No matter how tough the day gets, thinking of you made me move forward.
I remembered. We started out before our first day of the o levels. A unique time that made the whole world envious of. We struggled through our first month, almost coming to a verge of breaking. I held my words back. I didn't say anything, i didn't want to watch you leave.
Many obstacles came stumbling on us. Although some are never going to be solved, i still see your blossom smile every single day. You never failed to make me smile, you never failed to make me laugh, you never failed to make me tear. Just like what i always do to you.
No matter how many quarrels we had before, we always put things back at one again. We are going to have our one year anniversary. Tomorrow, its just tomorrow. So many things were stopping us back then , so many tounges were wagging , some people jumped to conclusion that we can't get this far.
Yes, we did it! I love your presence, your 'disturbances', your understanding.
Thank you all this while, thanks for the love that you have showered me with. Thanks for the understanding u gave to me. Thanks for always tolerating with my mistakes, with my nonsense. Thanks for everything.
Darling. I love you. From the day you stepped into my life, i told myself i was never going to let you go.
Happy 1 year.
It may be just another normal day to anyone else. It's certainly more than just a special day to me. These 365 days, our soul has always been in my heart. No matter how tough the day gets, thinking of you made me move forward.
I remembered. We started out before our first day of the o levels. A unique time that made the whole world envious of. We struggled through our first month, almost coming to a verge of breaking. I held my words back. I didn't say anything, i didn't want to watch you leave.
Many obstacles came stumbling on us. Although some are never going to be solved, i still see your blossom smile every single day. You never failed to make me smile, you never failed to make me laugh, you never failed to make me tear. Just like what i always do to you.
No matter how many quarrels we had before, we always put things back at one again. We are going to have our one year anniversary. Tomorrow, its just tomorrow. So many things were stopping us back then , so many tounges were wagging , some people jumped to conclusion that we can't get this far.
Yes, we did it! I love your presence, your 'disturbances', your understanding.
Thank you all this while, thanks for the love that you have showered me with. Thanks for the understanding u gave to me. Thanks for always tolerating with my mistakes, with my nonsense. Thanks for everything.
Darling. I love you. From the day you stepped into my life, i told myself i was never going to let you go.
Happy 1 year.
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Its great. The feeling was certainly great. Slacking around with some of my greatest cliques was my desired weekend.
I shopped something for my one year gift. A surprise for darling on Monday. Time flies just so fast. In the blink of an eye. 365 days has passed, thousands of hours flew past, but our love still carrys on.
I wish, i wish. I wish for an eternal love. I wish for a love that would never end. I wish for a love that is perfect. Give me your hand, we will get there. Get to the paradise which is specially tailored for the two of us. Just the two of us.
It would be a really pleasant surprise indeed.
I shopped something for my one year gift. A surprise for darling on Monday. Time flies just so fast. In the blink of an eye. 365 days has passed, thousands of hours flew past, but our love still carrys on.
I wish, i wish. I wish for an eternal love. I wish for a love that would never end. I wish for a love that is perfect. Give me your hand, we will get there. Get to the paradise which is specially tailored for the two of us. Just the two of us.
It would be a really pleasant surprise indeed.
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Happy birthday to Jon. Hope you will enjoyed your sweet 18. Finally, you can watch 300 at princess without taking my ic and being scolded by the crazy auntie. Excited ya? You're on the journey of no return =D.
Wow, hasn't been really blogging these few days. Too bored to do anything. Even at school, my mood of studying has drop to rock bottom. Every single day, you stress about what you wear to school. When you're bathing, you're already thinking about other people perception about your dressing.
Sometimes, it just cant get off my mind. How i really wish that we are able to wear a school uniform like before. I know this can't happen, but... its just one of my wishes.
Life didn't turn out well for me yesterday. I was so sick that i fell onto my bed at 10pm. I set my alarm at 12 to be online. I didn't wake up. I just woke up at 12.40am to stop my alarm from ringing. I could imagine how irritated was my brother while he was sleeping.
I woke up today at 10am! 12 hours of sleep. Wow, and i still felt sick. My whole throat was 'corrupted'. Almost lost my voice today, what a stupid day.
I'm really sick about what life is bringing me...
Wow, hasn't been really blogging these few days. Too bored to do anything. Even at school, my mood of studying has drop to rock bottom. Every single day, you stress about what you wear to school. When you're bathing, you're already thinking about other people perception about your dressing.
Sometimes, it just cant get off my mind. How i really wish that we are able to wear a school uniform like before. I know this can't happen, but... its just one of my wishes.
Life didn't turn out well for me yesterday. I was so sick that i fell onto my bed at 10pm. I set my alarm at 12 to be online. I didn't wake up. I just woke up at 12.40am to stop my alarm from ringing. I could imagine how irritated was my brother while he was sleeping.
I woke up today at 10am! 12 hours of sleep. Wow, and i still felt sick. My whole throat was 'corrupted'. Almost lost my voice today, what a stupid day.
I'm really sick about what life is bringing me...
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