Saturday, March 29, 2008 | Author: Ivan Juntian
I just can't get to sleep. My mind is just revolving around darling. I'm so worried that her voice actually changed today. I didn't know what happened and I'm really really worried. Is she facing any problems that i can't help? Is she facing any problems that is serious?

I'm so afraid that she is keeping to herself. She's like under tremendous stress. I really really wish that i could help her out in any way. =((
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Friday, March 28, 2008 | Author: Ivan Juntian
Wow, this blog is going stale soon ! I'm just so addicted to the tv when the mio plan came. O my, the shows are just so exciting!!

Yawns, holidays are just so boring staying at home. Anyone can get me a job please? =)) I really really really really need one badly!

Anyway, ling is so tired out today. Ling, no matter what happon, remember there's always me by your side. Ling, I love you ^1231231831283172381312.

Hope you get your ASIANCE BEAUTY! LOL.
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 | Author: Ivan Juntian
I really wonder. I seriously wonder sometimes about my life. Why isn't my life going on as smooth as others... I really doubt myself, I'm starting to hate this life.

I set my alarm to 8.30am in the morning today. I slept early yesterday night , just to find out in the morning that i overslept. My alarm didn't rang, all thanks to me mixing up am and pm. Gosh, i missed netfund remedial just like that. Damn it.

I went to school at 2 in the afternoon. Just to find out that telesys remedial was actually canceled. Oh gosh, how am i going to pass my papers in this manner? Fcuk this.

Just when i needed a job the most, i was surprised by the sudden decision that my job only needs 3 people from now on, thus leaving me out. FCUK! This is really the thing that FCUK my life. I rejected quite a number of job offers just for this job? And now i got the message that they don't need anymore.

What the heck is this? GOD save me please.

I seriously dun wan darling to stress about this matter, she kept blaming herself. She kept saying that its her fault.

"Darling, I really don't once think that its your fault. I'm so sorry that i vent my anger on you. I'm really so sorry that i didn't think about your worries. eileengoh, I'm so sorry! My only wish is not to see you so sad anymore, its really not your fault at all. It's neither anyone's fault. Cheer up ok ? =)) Dun worry, I will find one better job! HEHE"

Anyway, despite from all the fcukings of my life, Mum and Dad got me a new phone, a w910i, the simi shake shake shake phone =)) Thanks alot Mum and Dad , I will try my best to be a better boy next time =))))))).

I wish i can clear all my supp papers... Just this time please.

eileengoh, iloveyou * 10^1231823612389129512.

HEHE. My days are never complete without my smile and laughter. =))
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008 | Author: Ivan Juntian
Wow, I'm one year older. I'm 19! Happy 19th birthday to me yesterday =)))

eileengoh really surprised me with the things she has done. Just by seeing her small little smile, my birthday was entirely lighted up. Thanks alot eileengoh, your preparations, the effort you put in, the surprises you filled me with is all appreciated and stored in my heart.

Nothing beats your 'glow in the dark' happy birthday, your little sweet heart shape cake, your ace spade shirt, and last but not least, the thing that i love the most, the candle happy birthday. Everything was just wonderful yesterday.

Eileengoh, you may be just one person to the world, but you're the entire world to me =) You're my life. I won't live my life happily without you.

Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. It's so nice to have friends around me, wishing and blessing me for my birthday.

Greatest Thanks to : eileengoh , hawy , hong yu , jaslyn , rita , sijie , et , fred , jessie , lina , nigel , mingsheng, yen yin , grace , jinx , alice , shao ying , pearllene , angela ...... the list still carries on. =)))

Thank you so much, so much. It's great to know that so many people still remember. Or issit a view from friendster? Anyway, i still wish to thanks everyone =)).

Last but not least, HAPPY 16th months eileengoh.

Wow, in the blink of the eye, 16 months flew past. We quarreled, we cried , we laugh , we moan , we whine , we gossip , we are just the best couple ever.

eileengoh, thanks for being so understanding. Sometimes, i really wish to know how to express my feelings for you. I made you feel so down at times, I'm really sorry. eileengoh. I love you! Nothing's gonna change my love for you, all the people know how much i love you~ =))

eileen goh darling, ling , ah bao , baoster , dey , baobeiix , bd , shag a bd I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 16th MONTHS!!! MUACKS

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