Just This Love, 051106

Its been quite a period since i ever touch blogging. Maybe because of my empty mind, or maybe because of my laziness.

I have so many thoughts in my mind that i do not actually know which oneto start with.

Anyway, 4e5 bbq is set on the 10th of march. I hope that everyone would turn up for the bbq. The venue would be at pasir ris park, the dress code would be our 4e5 t shirt with any bottoms. $10 would be collected by me or eileen, any extra cash would be return to the everyone.

Everyone, do not panic, do not worry. I'm a budget person. I would always find the cheapest food on earth. I would try my very best to stick to the budget. Trust me guys, there would be cash remaining.

Its been a pleasure to fetch dear from work. We would always stop at bedok mrt station to take bus 67 or 28 to reach her house's bustop. O my, how i wish life could be like that forever. I missed her so much every single day, but i also can't bear to see her tire out.

I miss her, i really really do.

I wish i could see her every single day, every single moment. I wish to stay like this till the end of my life.

Life is such a blessing with her by my side. Life is such a blessing thinking of her every single moment.

My love for her would never die, not even till the last breath of my life.

Currently waiting for the polytechnic posting, i really hope i can get into the course that i have chosen. Appealing is really a hassle, and appealing doesn't let me have the 100% chance of getting the course that i want.

I wish, i wish.



05.11.06, it will keep playing and never stop.

My love for you, would never die.

I love you, eileen goh.!!!!

Please, please.


JusT shut up.

Childish freak. i had enough. I'm painful, how much i feel like slapping you to wake u up.

Two more days, just two more days.

The results are coming out. That piece of paper decides my entire future. Where i'm goanna go, where i'm goanna study.

Nervous, i'm really nervous. I'm afraid, i'm real afraid.

I don't even know what if i'm going to flunk my o levels. I wasted an entire year.

Wasting another year again is certainly not a very attracting policy to me.

Did i prepare well for the o's?

I only know, i made too much carless mistakes which is going to take so many marks away from me.

I just hope to get into a decent course in a polytechnic, thats all.

Friday, lets wait for it to come.

I had it.

I had it.

I had it.

I had it.

I had it.

I had it.

i just can't speak a word.

i just can't.

I seriously can't stop thinking of what actually happened yesterday. I trust you more than anyone else, but the fact of what is appearing infront of me yestedrday night frightened me.

I didn't saw a ghostly being, i didn't saw or hear or even touch anything that made me afraid. I just, i just...

Lets get away from this topic, was reading some blogs when i actually came to this word. "Integrity", this word had been out of my mind since i started to work. One job after another, i am never responsible for it.

I questioned myself with a big big " Why?". I couldn't find the answer. I feel tired after every job i been through. I just can't suit myself in an environment. Although mini toons is quite an attracting working environment, but but, somehow there are other factors to consider when you conclude something as great.

Hadn't been blogging often nowadays, nothing strikes my mind to let me blog.



I love you, i really really do. 05.11.06