Whenever I'm caught right in fear, I always asked myself, how would it be nice if I can turn back time. However, I know that its impossible to do it. I questioned myself, why did I not focus at that point of time. Why do I actually do this kind of stupid things?
I trapped, trapped in regret. Trapped in this fear, that I cannot get out of it. My heart is pounding, my teeth is grinding, I don't want to live in this kind of fear anymore, FOREVER. I won't want any regrets, I wont want fear.
I want to overcome it. I know for her, and for them. I can do it.
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After standing on the ground for 19 years, I stop and thought of what exactly is life. Its been the third week since I'm slogging and working hard. I came to realise, life isn't wonderful when you work for 5 days a week, but life SUCKS when you have no $.
$, is the root of all evil, while at the same time, its the root of life. I came to see, how stressful is the road placed in front of me going to be. I came to see, why is everyone rushing to work every single day in the morning, I came to open up and see, everything, anything.
Inside of me, I've got a strength, the strength is you.
I lived this realistic world so happily, just because I have you by my side. My wonderful darling. =)
I love you, looking so forward to our 051108.
$, is the root of all evil, while at the same time, its the root of life. I came to see, how stressful is the road placed in front of me going to be. I came to see, why is everyone rushing to work every single day in the morning, I came to open up and see, everything, anything.
Inside of me, I've got a strength, the strength is you.
I lived this realistic world so happily, just because I have you by my side. My wonderful darling. =)
I love you, looking so forward to our 051108.
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I don't really have the mood to BLOG! OMGS.
WHAT IS HAPPENING!
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WHAT IS HAPPENING!
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Day after day, calls after calls. I'm already starting to get tired of this life.
However, one thing struck me that actually kept me going on and on. Darling, you're the one! I'm always looking forward, just because of you. Whenever I meet you after work, all my tiredness just flow away.
Amazing isn't it. I really cherish the love you showered on me, and its TRUE!
Darling, you're my motivation!
Every single day, I see that you're really so worn out of long study times in school. I felt so sad that i actually had nothing that I can help you with. Hang on there Darling! Jia YOU! Take me as your motivation LOL! I think better not, I scared you think of my face you'll faint.
Darling, thanks for the laughters that kept me going every single day =).
Totally in love, 051106.
Nothing's goanna change my love for you.
However, one thing struck me that actually kept me going on and on. Darling, you're the one! I'm always looking forward, just because of you. Whenever I meet you after work, all my tiredness just flow away.
Amazing isn't it. I really cherish the love you showered on me, and its TRUE!
Darling, you're my motivation!
Every single day, I see that you're really so worn out of long study times in school. I felt so sad that i actually had nothing that I can help you with. Hang on there Darling! Jia YOU! Take me as your motivation LOL! I think better not, I scared you think of my face you'll faint.
Darling, thanks for the laughters that kept me going every single day =).
Totally in love, 051106.
Nothing's goanna change my love for you.
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Its another work day tomorrow. Nice 2 days of rest on the weekends, but everything seem to be repeating itself once again on the start of the week. Somehow or rather, let me describe my working environment. From what i actually heard, I'm in the mobile general enquiry department of Starhub.
Answering Singaporean's rants about their phone line being terminated, blah blah blah. Some people are nice on the phone, while some others are just unreasonable. They can be talking on the phone with really low reception, and i had to make up words of what the person is talking about.
And when i made a mistake, I actually got the comment, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?". WTF. This is what I call idiots! But anyway, dining out at lunch in the foodcourt in Plaza singapura is GOD DAM expensive. Ok, to me it is!
I hope I can bear through this month. Jiayou!
Darling, although this is quite late for our 22th months which past 3 days ago, I really would want to tell you that, you have really been my best.
Whenever I need someone to talk to, you were always there lending a ear.
Whenever I need someone to help me, you were always there helping a hand.
Whenever I'm so down and tired, you were always there making me smile.
Whenever I'm so sick, you were always there telling me to see a doctor, drinking more water.
Whenever, Whenever, Whenever, I needed love and care. You were always standing infront of me.
Thanks alot Darlin! Nothing can really replace you =).
Our promise, 051106.
Answering Singaporean's rants about their phone line being terminated, blah blah blah. Some people are nice on the phone, while some others are just unreasonable. They can be talking on the phone with really low reception, and i had to make up words of what the person is talking about.
And when i made a mistake, I actually got the comment, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?". WTF. This is what I call idiots! But anyway, dining out at lunch in the foodcourt in Plaza singapura is GOD DAM expensive. Ok, to me it is!
I hope I can bear through this month. Jiayou!
Darling, although this is quite late for our 22th months which past 3 days ago, I really would want to tell you that, you have really been my best.
Whenever I need someone to talk to, you were always there lending a ear.
Whenever I need someone to help me, you were always there helping a hand.
Whenever I'm so down and tired, you were always there making me smile.
Whenever I'm so sick, you were always there telling me to see a doctor, drinking more water.
Whenever, Whenever, Whenever, I needed love and care. You were always standing infront of me.
Thanks alot Darlin! Nothing can really replace you =).
Our promise, 051106.
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O my, I've been waking up every morning at 7, Monday to Friday this week. Thank god its Friday. I can have Saturday and Sunday off day and rest day. I found out that the MRT in the morning is so peaceful !
I've been catching up with the news both local and the world's these few days. I would always be walking near, NO! not near. BUT STRAIGHT into the person who give out the newspaper, "MYPAPER". Wow, i can actually spend my whole train ride reading the newspaper. Fantastic.
I found that my life is so boring. Waking up in the early morning. Work till late afternoon. Rest at home in the night. Sleep near midnight. Every single day, its repeating! OMG. Is this SO BORRRING!
I MISS DARLING! HAHA
I've been catching up with the news both local and the world's these few days. I would always be walking near, NO! not near. BUT STRAIGHT into the person who give out the newspaper, "MYPAPER". Wow, i can actually spend my whole train ride reading the newspaper. Fantastic.
I found that my life is so boring. Waking up in the early morning. Work till late afternoon. Rest at home in the night. Sleep near midnight. Every single day, its repeating! OMG. Is this SO BORRRING!
I MISS DARLING! HAHA
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