I decided to do nothing but to blog out my thoughts.
After much thinking, i came to this conclusion. Darling, its really my wrong to multi-task while chatting on the phone. I mistaken you for being busy at times because of the tone you used, the way you talked.
I didn't really meant it. But, sometimes, its really difficult for me to tell you something like, "Darling, if you really tired. Please go to sleep." I said it once, i said it twice, i said it thrice, i carry on and on. I really don't want you to be tired out.
Sometimes, you would think that i didn't want to talk to you because i want to carry on playing my game without your disturbance. It's not correct.
I know you want to recover the times that we actually are chatting much more. I would also love to do that.
After your school, you would sometimes come back and tell me how tired are you. It really hurts me when i know that you are actually fighting your tiredness just to carry on chatting with me. It touched me, but on the other hand it hurts me even more.
I know, nowadays i kept multi-tasking. I'm truly sorry.
I know sometimes i casted my attitude, my unpleasantness on you, darling. I would not do that again.
I really have so many things in the same time to do. I'm in a game, I'm chatting on the phone, my house is full of shouting, my mum's nagging.
I would not let this happen again.
I will, I sorry, my darling.
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Found out that i was indulging too much of my time in a game, hence neglecting my darling somehow. I'm sorry!
I hope it would get better as the days goes by. =D
Wow, I'm always having late night sleeps. O my, my body clock is really tuning to a time of no return. Anyway, haven't blogged anything about the supped paper. I was so scared when i walked out of the examination hall. I didn't have much confidence at all.
But at least, i knew how to do the paper better than the main examination.
O levels are coming right up for secondary schools. Jia you. Dun ever give up on any subjects .
Alright i think i'll stop here.
Darling, Our 11 months!
I hope it would get better as the days goes by. =D
Wow, I'm always having late night sleeps. O my, my body clock is really tuning to a time of no return. Anyway, haven't blogged anything about the supped paper. I was so scared when i walked out of the examination hall. I didn't have much confidence at all.
But at least, i knew how to do the paper better than the main examination.
O levels are coming right up for secondary schools. Jia you. Dun ever give up on any subjects .
Alright i think i'll stop here.
Darling, Our 11 months!
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Supp paper is over today. Haven't really slept yesterday night, my whole mind was all about that paper. I was thinking and recapping all the formulas i have learnt. O my. Please, let me off this time please!
Wow, Mr hawy was online today. Even had a phone call from china. Wonder what he meant by he is 'GOD' there!
Darling, as for your school life, you have to adapt to the surrounding no matter what comes. The first day you stepped into republic, your first class. Did you have the same impression as well? "Haiya, my class is so boring."
Its the same thing, look forward to school. We have to move out from our comfort zone some day. We are just making more interaction in life.
Prove what you can do to your facilitator. When they say you can't do it, prove it to him that you can!
Anyway, Darling no matter what happens. I will be here for you. But please, dun combat me with your skills learnt at kick boxing!
Loves!
Wow, Mr hawy was online today. Even had a phone call from china. Wonder what he meant by he is 'GOD' there!
Darling, as for your school life, you have to adapt to the surrounding no matter what comes. The first day you stepped into republic, your first class. Did you have the same impression as well? "Haiya, my class is so boring."
Its the same thing, look forward to school. We have to move out from our comfort zone some day. We are just making more interaction in life.
Prove what you can do to your facilitator. When they say you can't do it, prove it to him that you can!
Anyway, Darling no matter what happens. I will be here for you. But please, dun combat me with your skills learnt at kick boxing!
Loves!
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Tomorrow is the supplementary paper!
Omgs, Please don't let it be a disappointment like the main examination again. Please!!!!
Omgs, Please don't let it be a disappointment like the main examination again. Please!!!!
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WOW, Life is so shagged.
After attending the supp paper revision on Monday, i went to look at myself in the mirror. Guess what i saw? A dinosaur. HEHE. A stupid one indeed. I found out that the main exam paper wasn't that difficult after all.
I must PASS my Supp! Please, Let me do so!! Please don't shock me with questions i never see before again!
Any jobs for sale? Really need one to make ends meet.
After attending the supp paper revision on Monday, i went to look at myself in the mirror. Guess what i saw? A dinosaur. HEHE. A stupid one indeed. I found out that the main exam paper wasn't that difficult after all.
I must PASS my Supp! Please, Let me do so!! Please don't shock me with questions i never see before again!
Any jobs for sale? Really need one to make ends meet.
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"When I'm down and troubled.
And I need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right.
I'll close eyes and think of you
And soon you will be here
To brighten up even my darkest nights.
I'll just call out your name,
And I know wherever you are
You'll come running
To see me again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All I have to do is call
And you'll be there
I've got a friend.
If the sky above me
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that strong wind should begin to blow
I'll keep my head together and call your name out loud
And soon you will be knocking upon your door.
Isn't it good to know that I've got a friend? "
I'll count down the days, the day where you will return.
And I need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right.
I'll close eyes and think of you
And soon you will be here
To brighten up even my darkest nights.
I'll just call out your name,
And I know wherever you are
You'll come running
To see me again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All I have to do is call
And you'll be there
I've got a friend.
If the sky above me
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that strong wind should begin to blow
I'll keep my head together and call your name out loud
And soon you will be knocking upon your door.
Isn't it good to know that I've got a friend? "
I'll count down the days, the day where you will return.
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Ha, He must be waiting at the Shenyang airport now i supposed.
Send me an email occasionally to let me know that you're fine. =D
Send me an email occasionally to let me know that you're fine. =D
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Just got a big helmet yesterday. It's always my dream =D. I got a picture of it.
But never mind, went swimming today. Felt great after making myself stationary for such a long time. Wow, the sudden exercising is really so.. refreshing.
I got a wish, i wish i would slim down really soon =D.
Results are out just tomorrow. Anyone cares to know? like my darling?
=D
I'll stop here.
Loves~
But never mind, went swimming today. Felt great after making myself stationary for such a long time. Wow, the sudden exercising is really so.. refreshing.
I got a wish, i wish i would slim down really soon =D.
Results are out just tomorrow. Anyone cares to know? like my darling?
=D
I'll stop here.
Loves~
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Somehow promised myself to blog almost everyday. Here i am, doing it right now.
Spent $95 today, on the computer. O my, $45 dollars for setting up my windows for me? I might as well open a computer shop beside you and charge $35 for each? Anyway, they're doing it almost everyday. =D
Wow, i'm really in the desperate mood of finding a job. Guess what, i got this advertisement from the net. It was a photocopy shop named "Copyland" near my house. I contacted the person by phone and found out that he had a really really big attitude problem !
Even by phone i have guessed it. What more, when i got down to the shop, the boss was like overreacting!
This was what happened.
Me: "Hey, i'm the person who called for the job application."
Mister Attitude: "YEA, CAN YOU START WORK TODAY?" *Apparently, he was already shouting across.*
Me: "I wasn't informed about it~ I got an appointment later." * Of course i had to bluff my way through. *
Mister Attitude: "So when can you come tomorrow?"
Me: "Anytime you need me sir." *I was already on the verge of giving up the job*
Mister Attitude: 'Bangs the table' "DUN ASK THIS KIND OF QUESTION,JUST ANSWER ME A TIME".
Me: "10"
Mister Attitude: "Alright, you want help me with stapling s for half and hour?"
Me: "No thanks, I be back tomorrow" *In my mind, i was like going.... Whu cares?*
His attitude is really really really o my goodness. Never mind. Downloaded golden village application form . Considering ~ Considering~ Considering~
Spent $95 today, on the computer. O my, $45 dollars for setting up my windows for me? I might as well open a computer shop beside you and charge $35 for each? Anyway, they're doing it almost everyday. =D
Wow, i'm really in the desperate mood of finding a job. Guess what, i got this advertisement from the net. It was a photocopy shop named "Copyland" near my house. I contacted the person by phone and found out that he had a really really big attitude problem !
Even by phone i have guessed it. What more, when i got down to the shop, the boss was like overreacting!
This was what happened.
Me: "Hey, i'm the person who called for the job application."
Mister Attitude: "YEA, CAN YOU START WORK TODAY?" *Apparently, he was already shouting across.*
Me: "I wasn't informed about it~ I got an appointment later." * Of course i had to bluff my way through. *
Mister Attitude: "So when can you come tomorrow?"
Me: "Anytime you need me sir." *I was already on the verge of giving up the job*
Mister Attitude: 'Bangs the table' "DUN ASK THIS KIND OF QUESTION,JUST ANSWER ME A TIME".
Me: "10"
Mister Attitude: "Alright, you want help me with stapling s for half and hour?"
Me: "No thanks, I be back tomorrow" *In my mind, i was like going.... Whu cares?*
His attitude is really really really o my goodness. Never mind. Downloaded golden village application form . Considering ~ Considering~ Considering~
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Haven't been frequently updating. My com Crashed!!! My computer is in the danger zone, waiting in the queue to be dispose of.
I found myself to be so dependent on computers itself. Without it, i feel so totally boring !
Yea, anyway. I love to blog about events days before. =D
Darling and I celebrated our 10th month 2 days ago. It was so wonderful. She must have loved it alot ya? Guess what, i was actually keeping the secret for so long. I didn't want to tell her that i was actually planning a laser message for her down at the fountain of wealth at Suntec.
Unfortunately, the laser message was only for Friday, Saturday and Sundays! This is so so so holy man! At least, at least, i managed to surprise her with a song dedication =D.
While walking to the machine to dedicate the song. I was like thinking so long for what song will suit the event. This suddenly came to my mind! "A moment like this, some people wait a lifetime...."
HAHA. Know who sang it? It's Kelly Clarkson.
O my, it was so lucky that dear didn't been moved to tears. =D IF NOT! WE Will see the fountain of wealth flooded with her tears! WAHAHA. Suntec should thank darling ya?
Anyway, that day was really wonderful . Thanks for always being there for me dear. =D
I will love you till the end of time. 05.11.06
I found myself to be so dependent on computers itself. Without it, i feel so totally boring !
Yea, anyway. I love to blog about events days before. =D
Darling and I celebrated our 10th month 2 days ago. It was so wonderful. She must have loved it alot ya? Guess what, i was actually keeping the secret for so long. I didn't want to tell her that i was actually planning a laser message for her down at the fountain of wealth at Suntec.
Unfortunately, the laser message was only for Friday, Saturday and Sundays! This is so so so holy man! At least, at least, i managed to surprise her with a song dedication =D.
While walking to the machine to dedicate the song. I was like thinking so long for what song will suit the event. This suddenly came to my mind! "A moment like this, some people wait a lifetime...."
HAHA. Know who sang it? It's Kelly Clarkson.
O my, it was so lucky that dear didn't been moved to tears. =D IF NOT! WE Will see the fountain of wealth flooded with her tears! WAHAHA. Suntec should thank darling ya?
Anyway, that day was really wonderful . Thanks for always being there for me dear. =D
I will love you till the end of time. 05.11.06
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The sorrow in your voice lurks out how you felt. The dried up tears on that face of yours, shows how much you're attached to that phone.
I know how you felt. Just like i felt it too. I have nothing to say, i just can't bring my words out of my mouth. To tell you, "Dear, dun cry, dun be sad" I know you will be hurt even even more. It was really the mermories that were brought away.
You will overcome this thing. Life still carrys on, my precious. No matter what happen, i will always be here standing by you. Don't ever ever scold yourself, you didn't want it to happen either.
You're not irresponsible, neither were you careless. You were just too inoccent.
The pain in my heart was equally unbearable...
I know how you felt. Just like i felt it too. I have nothing to say, i just can't bring my words out of my mouth. To tell you, "Dear, dun cry, dun be sad" I know you will be hurt even even more. It was really the mermories that were brought away.
You will overcome this thing. Life still carrys on, my precious. No matter what happen, i will always be here standing by you. Don't ever ever scold yourself, you didn't want it to happen either.
You're not irresponsible, neither were you careless. You were just too inoccent.
The pain in my heart was equally unbearable...
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!!! WENT BACK TO JUNYUAN SEC TODAY~
Concert wasn't appealing at all. It was just like what we had last time. It's sooooooo BORING. At least met up with some old classmates.
They were all LAME!
A conversation striked out between mrs ramos and us:
Mrs ramos : "Where are you guys currently studying?"
Some of 4e5: "Tp, Sp, Np, Nyp, Rp"
Mrs ramos: "O so no one is taking geography ya?"
Some of 4e5: "Cher, GEography lies in OUR heart!"
Mrs ramos: "O MAN, I FIND IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT!"
OMGS.
It was really exciting.
Nothing really much today. My eye bags are getting bigger and bigger.
=D
I already planned for our 10th month darling.
GIving you a surprise then!
Loves051106
hUgs AND kIsses.
Concert wasn't appealing at all. It was just like what we had last time. It's sooooooo BORING. At least met up with some old classmates.
They were all LAME!
A conversation striked out between mrs ramos and us:
Mrs ramos : "Where are you guys currently studying?"
Some of 4e5: "Tp, Sp, Np, Nyp, Rp"
Mrs ramos: "O so no one is taking geography ya?"
Some of 4e5: "Cher, GEography lies in OUR heart!"
Mrs ramos: "O MAN, I FIND IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT!"
OMGS.
It was really exciting.
Nothing really much today. My eye bags are getting bigger and bigger.
=D
I already planned for our 10th month darling.
GIving you a surprise then!
Loves051106
hUgs AND kIsses.
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