My blog has turned almost stale.
Never mind, who cares. I'm here to save it.
I just hope that i would no fall asleep ever again, i had a nightmare just this morning. That nightmare was terrible, real terrible. I don't want to ever dream of it again. I'm real afraid, really afraid.
Pls, don't ever let it occur again. Even when i start to type my post, my mother is beside me nagging at my phone bills, etc. I on the verge of not able to take it anymore further. The stress my family gives, is certainly making my head more and more giddy.
Why can't they understand me a little. I need a peaceful environment, i hate those rantings, i hate those naggings. This home, is it real suitable for me to live in? I doubt so.
I can't take it, i seriously can't. They asked me why i treated my home like a hotel. I said nothing. My heart was urging me say, " I don't like the environment here ".
I kept quiet everytime being asked, i know i would hurt them. I know that my mum won't like it if i answered this way. I'm always so irritated when i'm shouted at by them. Every single change of their tone in speaking can cause my temper to blow.
Fcuk this home of mine, fcuk it.
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Last 1.5 hours of my precious birthday !!! Hope she love the surprise, uploaded some pictures into my computer.
She and her birthday wish, *wonders* whats her wish?
*WOOSH* the candle is blown!
After which, we chatted a little and decided to do some stupid things with pearl's shades!!
Saturday night fever!!!! It should be birthday night fever! wahahaha
WE!
I was so late today, i met dear at 2 o clock ! but i raeched at around 2.35, my apologies. I overslept! I'm so sorry!
I can't sleep yesterday until it was like around 7 or 8 in the morning, my gosh!!! i'm really really sorry for my late today wahaahaa.
Went to bugis, its so lively there ya? So many of our friends are working at the same place. Dear - 1st floor, steph - 2nd floor, sijie - 3rd floor, deerick - 4th floor.
After some time, we search for v8 movie cafe! We walked past burnsberry and billy bombers, found that there was not even a single soul inside the resturaunt.
Dear started to giggle and say, " wow, you're so good, booked the whole resturaunt for me? " wahahhahahahaha. I also "pei he" and join in the fun. I replied, " yeah, isn't this so sweet of me to do that?"
We burst into laughter, she made my day so good just by a single smile of hers.
Finally found v8, and she taught me social edi.... . I really don't know how to spell that word. I then found out that, i was so barbaric when i'm eating!!! WAHAHAHAHA, this was what happened.
I was cutting the well done sirlon steak, it was so so so so hard as if it was a rock. How i wish i can just take the whole piece of stupid cow meat to bite.
Pouring chilli sauce also needs manners, i was almost on the vege of shaking the chilli sauce bottle so hard wahahahahahaa. Like how we do it at home. LOL
She and her root bear ice cream float!!
Me and my sirlon steak, shirley temple and corn soup.
Looking at something? Finding something?
Had a really great day with her, seeing her smiling so sweetly makes my day better. She's my angel. Hope she enjoyed today and the static charge that i kept occupying her with. Last but not least, the dark chocolate with the plaster on the forhead. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Thanks for today, i love you.
05.11.06, it will play and never stop.
-hUgs-AND-kIsses-
MUACKS!!!!
Once again, happy birthday!
She and her birthday wish, *wonders* whats her wish?
*WOOSH* the candle is blown!After which, we chatted a little and decided to do some stupid things with pearl's shades!!
Saturday night fever!!!! It should be birthday night fever! wahahaha
WE!I was so late today, i met dear at 2 o clock ! but i raeched at around 2.35, my apologies. I overslept! I'm so sorry!
I can't sleep yesterday until it was like around 7 or 8 in the morning, my gosh!!! i'm really really sorry for my late today wahaahaa.
Went to bugis, its so lively there ya? So many of our friends are working at the same place. Dear - 1st floor, steph - 2nd floor, sijie - 3rd floor, deerick - 4th floor.
After some time, we search for v8 movie cafe! We walked past burnsberry and billy bombers, found that there was not even a single soul inside the resturaunt.
Dear started to giggle and say, " wow, you're so good, booked the whole resturaunt for me? " wahahhahahahaha. I also "pei he" and join in the fun. I replied, " yeah, isn't this so sweet of me to do that?"
We burst into laughter, she made my day so good just by a single smile of hers.
Finally found v8, and she taught me social edi.... . I really don't know how to spell that word. I then found out that, i was so barbaric when i'm eating!!! WAHAHAHAHA, this was what happened.
I was cutting the well done sirlon steak, it was so so so so hard as if it was a rock. How i wish i can just take the whole piece of stupid cow meat to bite.
Pouring chilli sauce also needs manners, i was almost on the vege of shaking the chilli sauce bottle so hard wahahahahahaa. Like how we do it at home. LOL
She and her root bear ice cream float!!
Me and my sirlon steak, shirley temple and corn soup.
Looking at something? Finding something?Had a really great day with her, seeing her smiling so sweetly makes my day better. She's my angel. Hope she enjoyed today and the static charge that i kept occupying her with. Last but not least, the dark chocolate with the plaster on the forhead. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Thanks for today, i love you.
05.11.06, it will play and never stop.
-hUgs-AND-kIsses-
MUACKS!!!!
Once again, happy birthday!
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HAppy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to dear dear! Happy birthday to you!!!
wahahaha, love the surprise i gave? But i think u're not shocked le! Every year i say i forget to buy your present, this year you become smarter le wors!
17 years old, you must be more more more mature wors!!!
no matter what, i love you!!! WAHAHAHAA
wahahaha, love the surprise i gave? But i think u're not shocked le! Every year i say i forget to buy your present, this year you become smarter le wors!
17 years old, you must be more more more mature wors!!!
no matter what, i love you!!! WAHAHAHAA
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Countdown, one last day to my precious 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!
WOOHOO!!!! WTH, shes going to be the same age as me, in a matter of few hours.
Just a few hours! But well, i going to be OLDER in a matter of a few months time.
Excited aren't i?
wahahahaha, i'm goanna give her a big surprise !!!!
SHH, i can't say out! wahahahahahahahahhhaha
WOOHOO!!!! WTH, shes going to be the same age as me, in a matter of few hours.
Just a few hours! But well, i going to be OLDER in a matter of a few months time.
Excited aren't i?
wahahahaha, i'm goanna give her a big surprise !!!!
SHH, i can't say out! wahahahahahahahahhhaha
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Had fun every single day just by gaming with dear. Our favourite game, gunbound! I just love playing gunbound with her, although i'm just a noob like what she said. I admit it, i admit it.
This was what actually happened when we were playing. I randomed dragon as my mobile, dear must be drooling at what i got as my mobile. It has been so long that she ever randomed "dragon". The cutest mobile in gunbound.
I started to boast about my dragon and told her, "dragon is only meant for the cute people". Of course, i'm implying myself as the "CUTE" person who got the dragon. Who knows, dear got dragon in the second round.
O my, wasn't i so unlucky? But, we had fun playing that game. Its so called a technical shooting game. Try it, it may seemed lame. Who knows whether you will get adicited to it?
www.gunbound.net
My apologies to dear, she did not get the watch that she wanted so much. We were browsing so many watch's shops around bugis street. She saw what she wanted, but didn't got it. Actually i really don't mind wearing that! I'm gay, aren't i? I'm proud to be one! wahahahaha.
How? God tell me how can i savage the situation at home? I'm not living in a home thats well-to-do. The point is, i have no complains at all. I'm not rich, my house is real poor.
We have to struggle to make ends meet. But who cares? I don't yearn for living in the lap of luxury, i just want a home. A real home, a home that i can share my problems with my family. A home that have no quarrels, a home of understanding.
I don't mind getting lesser money than others weekly. I don't mind you not giving me extra cash to buy what i want. I just want some care, i want some concern, i want and i need some understanding.
I'm sorry to make you sad everyday, i'm real sorry. Have you ever think that, my heart hurts even more, when you actually say i'm spending so much of your money. If i were to do that, i would ask for cash whenever i go out.
I do not even have the extra cash to buy new clothes like what others do. I have no complains, i like this life i'm having now and i think that i'm contented. I just need understanding, i need your understanding, mum.
Your smile everyday, engenders the happiness within me.
I love you, 05.11.06.
It will play and never end, till the end of time.
This was what actually happened when we were playing. I randomed dragon as my mobile, dear must be drooling at what i got as my mobile. It has been so long that she ever randomed "dragon". The cutest mobile in gunbound.
I started to boast about my dragon and told her, "dragon is only meant for the cute people". Of course, i'm implying myself as the "CUTE" person who got the dragon. Who knows, dear got dragon in the second round.
O my, wasn't i so unlucky? But, we had fun playing that game. Its so called a technical shooting game. Try it, it may seemed lame. Who knows whether you will get adicited to it?
www.gunbound.net
My apologies to dear, she did not get the watch that she wanted so much. We were browsing so many watch's shops around bugis street. She saw what she wanted, but didn't got it. Actually i really don't mind wearing that! I'm gay, aren't i? I'm proud to be one! wahahahaha.
How? God tell me how can i savage the situation at home? I'm not living in a home thats well-to-do. The point is, i have no complains at all. I'm not rich, my house is real poor.
We have to struggle to make ends meet. But who cares? I don't yearn for living in the lap of luxury, i just want a home. A real home, a home that i can share my problems with my family. A home that have no quarrels, a home of understanding.
I don't mind getting lesser money than others weekly. I don't mind you not giving me extra cash to buy what i want. I just want some care, i want some concern, i want and i need some understanding.
I'm sorry to make you sad everyday, i'm real sorry. Have you ever think that, my heart hurts even more, when you actually say i'm spending so much of your money. If i were to do that, i would ask for cash whenever i go out.
I do not even have the extra cash to buy new clothes like what others do. I have no complains, i like this life i'm having now and i think that i'm contented. I just need understanding, i need your understanding, mum.
Your smile everyday, engenders the happiness within me.
I love you, 05.11.06.
It will play and never end, till the end of time.
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ARGH ! i just cant seemed to think of anything to blog
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Tears rolled down while i was working, its neither tears of sadness nor tears of joy. Rather, its tears of regret. It didn't roll down my cheeks, but it slip past my heart. My heart was crying as if it was in pain, real pain.
I wondered why didn't i cherish school life, i wondered why didn't i cherish the times that we had to do homework. I wondered why did we complain when the teacher actually gave us too many homework. All these thoughts were at the back of my head.
Working 10 hours per day is surely not a fun thing to do as compared to staying 6 hours in school. We grumble, that our hours in school are too long. We often hope that the o levels will pass as soon as possible. We often cling on to our hopes, but who ever thought, in the society out there, working is such a sucky thing to do every single day in our lives.
How i wish sometimes time will turn back to where we came from, our secondary school. We entered it as innocent little kids, we came out of the school as typical teenagers. The place where our minds grow, the place where everything is just so simple.
I'm quitting no matter what. 10 hours of work every single day is defienetly a suckiest thing to do in life. I want to spend my time with my precious. I would, and i will give her an entire suprise tomorrow.
I dun just cherish important dates with you. I cherish every single day with you, as every single day with you is as important. I love you, i seriously seriously do. Just this love, just the two of us. 05.11.06, it will play and never stop.
I love you, my precious. x__Darling__and__Dear__x
-hugs-and-kisses-!
I wondered why didn't i cherish school life, i wondered why didn't i cherish the times that we had to do homework. I wondered why did we complain when the teacher actually gave us too many homework. All these thoughts were at the back of my head.
Working 10 hours per day is surely not a fun thing to do as compared to staying 6 hours in school. We grumble, that our hours in school are too long. We often hope that the o levels will pass as soon as possible. We often cling on to our hopes, but who ever thought, in the society out there, working is such a sucky thing to do every single day in our lives.
How i wish sometimes time will turn back to where we came from, our secondary school. We entered it as innocent little kids, we came out of the school as typical teenagers. The place where our minds grow, the place where everything is just so simple.
I'm quitting no matter what. 10 hours of work every single day is defienetly a suckiest thing to do in life. I want to spend my time with my precious. I would, and i will give her an entire suprise tomorrow.
I dun just cherish important dates with you. I cherish every single day with you, as every single day with you is as important. I love you, i seriously seriously do. Just this love, just the two of us. 05.11.06, it will play and never stop.
I love you, my precious. x__Darling__and__Dear__x
-hugs-and-kisses-!
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It's been long time since i ever got the "mou shui" to blog.
Blogging is such a hassle to me nowadays, i just cant seemed what can i blog to impress my readers.
But,
I promise, i will blog tomorrow!
Went to the mini toons interview today, wonder if i can actually get the job!
Dear got red earth's job!! Welcome abroad is such a nice phrase to hear, i envy it sooooooo much!!!
W0rk well, remember to take care of yourself at the very same time.
ARGHHHH! I wan a job! I love my brother, i love you!!!! wahahahaha.
05.11.06, it will play and never stop......................
As promised, i would blog more TOMORROW.
We can strike lottery ! We can! We sure can!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. MONEy face!!!
Consalation -- 60 dollars
Starters --- 250 dollars
3rd prize -- duno?
2nd prize -- DUno?
1ST PRIZE!!!! --- $2000!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA.
Blogging is such a hassle to me nowadays, i just cant seemed what can i blog to impress my readers.
But,
I promise, i will blog tomorrow!
Went to the mini toons interview today, wonder if i can actually get the job!
Dear got red earth's job!! Welcome abroad is such a nice phrase to hear, i envy it sooooooo much!!!
W0rk well, remember to take care of yourself at the very same time.
ARGHHHH! I wan a job! I love my brother, i love you!!!! wahahahaha.
05.11.06, it will play and never stop......................
As promised, i would blog more TOMORROW.
We can strike lottery ! We can! We sure can!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. MONEy face!!!
Consalation -- 60 dollars
Starters --- 250 dollars
3rd prize -- duno?
2nd prize -- DUno?
1ST PRIZE!!!! --- $2000!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA.
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The last few peaceful moments of 2006, was shattered by the penetrating screams by everybody in the world, who are all ready to welcome 2007.
Every single year, everyone around the year would countdown to the following year. Very few would ever recollect of what they learnt from the previous year, what they did wrong in the previous year, or even what they think is benifical in the previous year.
2006, i learnt alot. Thanks for the experience that life gave me every single year. It was thrilling yet "saddening". I grew up every year, to become a better person for myself and for others.
At 11.50pm, central park was as quiet as a cemetry. Not even a single soul can be found, even there is, they would not be in large groups like what central park would be. It was entirely a place that peace can be found, where minds can relax, where everything was such a pleasant sight.
Managed to get home punctually at 12am, 2007. Channel 5 broadcasted the live count down from vivo city. The celebreties were asked for their new year resolution, carrers and health were mentioned.
For mine, my resolution would be be with you and my bunch of friends forever. I'm looking real forward to the 2008 countdown with you. I haven't lost my intution in blogging, i'm just pure lazy, i'm real lazy.
Lets bury up what happened today and seek for a better tomorrow. Promise me that, love you lots. I really really need you.
HAPPY new year everyone !
Every single year, everyone around the year would countdown to the following year. Very few would ever recollect of what they learnt from the previous year, what they did wrong in the previous year, or even what they think is benifical in the previous year.
2006, i learnt alot. Thanks for the experience that life gave me every single year. It was thrilling yet "saddening". I grew up every year, to become a better person for myself and for others.
At 11.50pm, central park was as quiet as a cemetry. Not even a single soul can be found, even there is, they would not be in large groups like what central park would be. It was entirely a place that peace can be found, where minds can relax, where everything was such a pleasant sight.
Managed to get home punctually at 12am, 2007. Channel 5 broadcasted the live count down from vivo city. The celebreties were asked for their new year resolution, carrers and health were mentioned.
For mine, my resolution would be be with you and my bunch of friends forever. I'm looking real forward to the 2008 countdown with you. I haven't lost my intution in blogging, i'm just pure lazy, i'm real lazy.
Lets bury up what happened today and seek for a better tomorrow. Promise me that, love you lots. I really really need you.
HAPPY new year everyone !
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