Thinking of the past, memories came to a point.
The alluring character of you, thanking fate immensely for giving me such a good friend. Thats who? You know. Remember those incidents that we been through, it was hell lot funny. I chose you eventually as i knew it was the correct choice.
Till now, the quarrels that we had, never seemed to be over a week. Why? i can't figure it out. Anyway, i know that wednesday is coming! Two more days, didnt prepare anything. I'm so sorry. I'm hell lot tired. But can i say that we been through sacarstism towards each other?
It was real good and comfortable being with you. Having you by my side, although words seemed to be sacre between us in the beginning of this. It seemed to have improved, words cant seemed to describe that kind of jubilant feeling that i possess right now.
I can't possibly say that i am the most fortunate of all my entire friends population. But inside myself, i know i am. Certainly is. Thanks for giving me this entire ocean of comfort as your support.
Stopping here for the day, tired. Take care peeps.
I love you.
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Woke up so early in the morning, my eyes are so painful. First, sorry for being ignorant to the fact that u are in a messed situation.
I feel so tired, my eyes closing soon. But i just cant get to sleep. Why is this so? I don't even have the strength and the energy to walk out of this house to get my breakfast. I'm tired.
Idiotic brother got into a fight again. Its the second time i hear this week. Just at 7 years old, he thinks about fighting. This situation is going out of control soon. Hes really hopeless, how can we ever educate a 7 year old on the cons of violence.
Their mentality would be if someone were to attack me, be it physically or mentally, i would fight back no matter what. If this is going on all the time, revolving in their head. I hope that they will not become ministers of our country in the future.
Went to watch "long hu men", it was a great show. All i thought was that nicholas tse was the main actor. But the main actor seemed to be someone who is so old. On the other hand, his muscles seemed fabulous. Hes so fit.
Everyone seemed to changed after the life of secondary school. Had a chat with sueh li yesterday night and she seemed to have more confidence in herself since i saw her years ago. Confidence is boosted, language is better.How i wish i can get into her course, Hospitality tourism management, my dream course. L1r4 13!!! Omg.
i stop here.
Always there for you, i love you.
I feel so tired, my eyes closing soon. But i just cant get to sleep. Why is this so? I don't even have the strength and the energy to walk out of this house to get my breakfast. I'm tired.
Idiotic brother got into a fight again. Its the second time i hear this week. Just at 7 years old, he thinks about fighting. This situation is going out of control soon. Hes really hopeless, how can we ever educate a 7 year old on the cons of violence.
Their mentality would be if someone were to attack me, be it physically or mentally, i would fight back no matter what. If this is going on all the time, revolving in their head. I hope that they will not become ministers of our country in the future.
Went to watch "long hu men", it was a great show. All i thought was that nicholas tse was the main actor. But the main actor seemed to be someone who is so old. On the other hand, his muscles seemed fabulous. Hes so fit.
Everyone seemed to changed after the life of secondary school. Had a chat with sueh li yesterday night and she seemed to have more confidence in herself since i saw her years ago. Confidence is boosted, language is better.How i wish i can get into her course, Hospitality tourism management, my dream course. L1r4 13!!! Omg.
i stop here.
Always there for you, i love you.
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A famous quote going like this, " the world doesn't owes you a living, it was there first." My quote would be "the world really owes us a sleeping time".
Every single day, we are tire out by the schedule that we hold on close to our heart everything. Why ? It is because we can memorise the things that we are to do next. Dun believe you can try putting yourself in a particular situation and try to let the memory flow.
The upclose of our "alive" life. Why can't a human body be strong enough to not sleep? Why can't the human mind be always energetic. If its the case, we can spend more time doing things that are meaningless. Isn't it true.
Its my turn to fall sick again. Eyes are not able to open up wider, dizzy spells care casted on this head of mine, blood is gushing through my skull. My skull is going to crack anytime. All the clogged up memory would then be spilled out. I can kiss my books goodbye and say "hi" to this idiotic world.
I wan to live,not just exist. But how is it so that the world does not give us a better way of living. It force us to just exist for the sake of mankind. How i wish... If there were so many how i wish, i would maybe be the world richest man right now.
True to you only, i love you.
Every single day, we are tire out by the schedule that we hold on close to our heart everything. Why ? It is because we can memorise the things that we are to do next. Dun believe you can try putting yourself in a particular situation and try to let the memory flow.
The upclose of our "alive" life. Why can't a human body be strong enough to not sleep? Why can't the human mind be always energetic. If its the case, we can spend more time doing things that are meaningless. Isn't it true.
Its my turn to fall sick again. Eyes are not able to open up wider, dizzy spells care casted on this head of mine, blood is gushing through my skull. My skull is going to crack anytime. All the clogged up memory would then be spilled out. I can kiss my books goodbye and say "hi" to this idiotic world.
I wan to live,not just exist. But how is it so that the world does not give us a better way of living. It force us to just exist for the sake of mankind. How i wish... If there were so many how i wish, i would maybe be the world richest man right now.
True to you only, i love you.
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Intuition, may it come to me and stay there forever.
Night classes are making me mad nowadays, the first week was effective. What seemed it after, the second week was inefficient. Everyone was chit chatting here and there, including me. To me, only 90 percent of the people who are in the canteen is actually revising hard for their prelims.
Why is this so? Tired is the keyword to everything. Everyone is tired due to the early waking up everyday. Can you imagine? We had been working up on school semesters every weekday on around 6 plus? Thats mad. Yeah, this is life in singapore, but cant we have a two way approach?
Waking up this early is really making me restless as times goes by, how i wish i can leave this school for eternity. I mean, there are sure to be memories left behind. But the disastrous memories of waking up finding yourself lost. Then there comes the thought of "You have to go to school!"
Ow, thats crap. People, can i appeal that once you are here reading my blog, can you all actually leave a comment or something? Its boring. Next wednesday is 020806. Its one month!!! cant describe this jubilant feeling that is appearing so soon. Right infront of me.
I looking forward not to just one month, but one year, 10 years, or 100 years. I hold on to the passion to keeping myself alive. And i am sure that you have the magic to make everyone happy.
Just a smile from you, can brighten up my entire day. So who says that you doesn't have the magic to make people happy? Don't look back, look forward. Life have more things ahead for you to complete, for you to fufil.
I love you.
Night classes are making me mad nowadays, the first week was effective. What seemed it after, the second week was inefficient. Everyone was chit chatting here and there, including me. To me, only 90 percent of the people who are in the canteen is actually revising hard for their prelims.
Why is this so? Tired is the keyword to everything. Everyone is tired due to the early waking up everyday. Can you imagine? We had been working up on school semesters every weekday on around 6 plus? Thats mad. Yeah, this is life in singapore, but cant we have a two way approach?
Waking up this early is really making me restless as times goes by, how i wish i can leave this school for eternity. I mean, there are sure to be memories left behind. But the disastrous memories of waking up finding yourself lost. Then there comes the thought of "You have to go to school!"
Ow, thats crap. People, can i appeal that once you are here reading my blog, can you all actually leave a comment or something? Its boring. Next wednesday is 020806. Its one month!!! cant describe this jubilant feeling that is appearing so soon. Right infront of me.
I looking forward not to just one month, but one year, 10 years, or 100 years. I hold on to the passion to keeping myself alive. And i am sure that you have the magic to make everyone happy.
Just a smile from you, can brighten up my entire day. So who says that you doesn't have the magic to make people happy? Don't look back, look forward. Life have more things ahead for you to complete, for you to fufil.
I love you.
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Logic? Pop up at answers.com and it will give you the clear definition of logic. It is a mode of reasoning.
So, can i beg to differ that your logic is hardly compared to that of a housefly? These forms and goodbye and hi are common in that of the western culture. I sympathise with you and your way of doing things.
Why cant you be more open to things? Must you be cooped up with the square box inside your brain? Can't you think of the box? Maybe drawing another two more lines to draw a triangle out of the box?
Look at things with a perspective of 3d, not in the 2 dimensional world that you are living in. I tell you, it really suck. Everyone is racing to go into the 4th dimension era, but you? Stucked at 2d?
Why? Ask yourself this question. I shaldn't carry on any further, i'm tired after the night class. For who it may seemed to be. Dun guess,Its you!
So, can i beg to differ that your logic is hardly compared to that of a housefly? These forms and goodbye and hi are common in that of the western culture. I sympathise with you and your way of doing things.
Why cant you be more open to things? Must you be cooped up with the square box inside your brain? Can't you think of the box? Maybe drawing another two more lines to draw a triangle out of the box?
Look at things with a perspective of 3d, not in the 2 dimensional world that you are living in. I tell you, it really suck. Everyone is racing to go into the 4th dimension era, but you? Stucked at 2d?
Why? Ask yourself this question. I shaldn't carry on any further, i'm tired after the night class. For who it may seemed to be. Dun guess,Its you!
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Tired, i'm becoming to weak to care about the problems that is originated in the topsy turvy world of mine. Created this blogger again not mostly because of anyone in particular but because of the mask that i am wearing on this face of mine is going to wear off anytime.
My attidute is getting no far better.My apologies if i have offended anyone of you,especially you. Much as my heart is weaken, i do not want to lose you. Maybe i think too much, feel too deep and fall too far. To be able to undestand the complexity of relationships.
Keeping a person without the heart,just like a bicycle without two of its wheels. A bike that cannot ride,even a mere distance. Just like it takes two hands to clap, two hearts is needed to build up the mutual relationship.
You're not the failure,i'm the one. I failed to carry out the promises that i made. I do not have the potential to let you forget. I tried, i gave out my best. Sorry to say, have you? Put in your best?
I tried to make you smile everyday, even when i'm like a clown performing in the circus? Why? I just want to see you happy, with you in my world. Lamposts would light up in the day, the moon will come out in the morning. I really hope that this thing can be buried and start afresh once more again, without thinking of these things anymore.
Are you willing to try? Like the lyrics go," In my dreams i always see you soar above the skies, In my heart there is always a place for you for all my life. " Let me hold your hands once more and walk down the streets of vocal applause? not the streets where everyone is weeping.
May i?
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