I had been too nonchalant in handling my stuffs. I really had. I thought of myself first before others. I dissapointed someone real badly, I can feel the piercing in her heart. She had always been the one, always there for me when I needed help.
Yet, I can still made her so dissapointed. Being at such an age, I can still do these things wrongly, I can still not think of any consequences before I do anything. Everytime things happen, then I would start to think back. I would start to think where gone wrong, what gone wrong.
Fuck myself...
I would want to change but action speaks louder than words. Nothing I say will retrieve the dissapointment you had in your heart, I broke that precious little heart once again. I'm truly sorry.
I seem to be not good in handling my emotions, I blame myself for that.
Darling, You're my one and only. I love you.
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Has been long time since I blogged...
Had a long chat today, with darling, jasmine and shenny. Is it one of the darkest secrets sessions? I found out today, having a partner that you really understand and love, its one of the most impossible thing ever.
I'm lucky I know that, to have darling. I cherish every single moment, to find out that some people doesn't do the same. I thought for a moment on this phrase, "Dominant in a relationship".
I mean, should it be one party dominating the relationship? Or should it be both parties giving in to one another ?
In my opinion, relationships between couples should be open, so as to confinde anything happy or unhappy to your partner.
In my mind, everything is blank, I'm a lucky man and I'm sure I can say that =).
Had a long chat today, with darling, jasmine and shenny. Is it one of the darkest secrets sessions? I found out today, having a partner that you really understand and love, its one of the most impossible thing ever.
I'm lucky I know that, to have darling. I cherish every single moment, to find out that some people doesn't do the same. I thought for a moment on this phrase, "Dominant in a relationship".
I mean, should it be one party dominating the relationship? Or should it be both parties giving in to one another ?
In my opinion, relationships between couples should be open, so as to confinde anything happy or unhappy to your partner.
In my mind, everything is blank, I'm a lucky man and I'm sure I can say that =).
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